Rock Bottom
Gabriella knew something was wrong with her mom. She had known this every since she was a toddler. She didn’t even know if her mom loved her. She was quiet a lot and didn’t spend a lot of time with her. Gabriella knew her nanny much better than she knew her own mother and she had never once seen her father. Nanny Calista told her that her daddy was with God, although, Gabriella didn’t understand what that meant. Why did God need her dad when she did? It was clear to her too that her mom needed her dad as well. She didn’t understand why God was hogging him.
Then one day, Gabriella got bad news. Nanny Calista was being sent away. When Nanny Calista told her Gabriella started to cry, “Why? Why do you have to go away?”
“You are in school now Gabby, you don’t need me anymore.”
“I do! I do need you! Mama doesn’t pay any attention to me! I need you!”
It broke Nanny Calista’s heart to walk away from that house that day. She knew Gabriella was right, Francisella didn’t pay any attention to her daughter. She didn’t know what would happen to that little girl and she found herself brushing a tear from her eye.
Gabriella was desolate without Nanny Calista. She didn’t see her mom anymore. She would come home from school and the house would feel empty. She had no idea what her mom was doing. She’d come home from school and pull open the fridge. It never looked like her mom made any food so she was left to the juice and cookies and chips that she could make for herself. It wasn’t the kind of food a growing girl needs.









